as i am writing this blog, i am having a really difficult struggle with drowsiness.. it seems to be winning.. i feel like my whole body is going to collapse under the weight of something that is ever pushing me closer toward the ground.. stretch a bit.. slump even more.. i knew that these long late night sessions of 24 were going to catch up with me sooner or later.. in this case sooner.. regret always comes the day after.. oh well.. i guess i'll just have to do that again tonight.. (consciousness drifts.. returns.. drifts farther..)